!balancing!

i'm tryin hard to balance on both sides. i think i've really tried my best to be fair bt it seems like i can't do well enough. bt no matter wat, i really tried so hope tt i cn handle both sides well.

i'm so nt used to the workin shift schedule. gt to work on wkends n i'm tryin to persuade myself tt i may nt be a bad thing. bt workin on wkends cn really spoil the mood n the time spent with frens. agn tis wk, i've gt to work on both wkends arghhhh...
i really lack of knowledge n KNOWLEDGE IS POWER.

i'm happi n lucky.