5 fingers on each hand has a meaning?!

things just dun seems to go smoothly for me lately. none of my business also come n look trouble for me. just get off my back! eeeeee.. wanna scold vulgarities man. but NO, i'm nt gonna be like some uneducated ppl, using innocent ppl as a punching bag. so sick! haha.
change topic!!!
hmm, anyway i heard tis from a tv program today. 'God created 5 fingers with each of different shapes n sizes on each hand. He wanted us to learn to be like our thumb, strong, easy-going(it cn 'get along well with the rest of the fingers on tt hand) n unique(its short, does nt fight to be the 'first'). Unlike the middle finger, self-centered n arrogant.' It sounds logical to me haha.
tired of workin haha, workin 5 days/wk. i've yet to revise my ot n skills bk. gt to flip through before my ot attachment. gt no time le, workin almost everyday.
gt so many things nt done yet. still gt to get a white dress and a gift for my gd fren's wedding. i've nt prepared anythin yet. headache la. i'm lost haha, dun know how to put makeup, do my hair n most impt of all i dun know how to get there haha. gd fren wedding can't be her 'sis' tt day so must at least make the effort to dress nice nice ma haha. feel bad, wanted to be her sis so cn 'play' the groom haha, bt then of all, it clashes with my OT attachment (wanted to skip n pay back the attachment another day. but then its the 1st day of OT attachment impt no excuse to skip :( )
i dun think i'm enjoy my holi enough haha. umm, guess i should plan some activities tt i gt to achieve tis holi haha.