hope everybody will be fine.

okay, nw i know i'm nt suitable for nite shifts, lol. workin 3 nite seems to be squeezing me dry slowly lol. gt to keep stuffing myself with lots of sweets to keep myself awake. its always after 3am, tts the time whereby my body n mind shuts off haha. i'll always be dozing off on my way hm (so ugly, no image le, lol), bt once i reach hm i cnnt get into sleep. no matter how sleepy i m, i just can't get into my dreamland during the day. keep havin tt 'stupid' on n off sleeps.
anyway, workin nite to me seems to be like a thief, lol. gt to be so quiet, scare later wake up the pts, hee. nothin much for workin nite, just hmm nvr endin bedpans, paras, lols.
some dr. r just so irresponsible n bo chap attitude. cn call him a few Xs in the nite to come down n review pt bt he cn just simply drag n drag dun appear one lo. come on if pt condition nt serious we will nt be so bo liao to call u in the middle of the nite to update u with her condition lo. come on, its definitely scary to ask an old lady to go for an op esp. when its under GA lo, the complications from the op will definitely be much more higher compared to a youngster la. then the pt bld pressure is soo continuously high whereby the meds tt we gave her does nt work lo n the best thing is.. she's scheduled for op the next day. she's worried tt she's shivering lo. hai..
sometimes there's nothin much we cn really do to help, tts whereby we feel helplesss..
havin off these 2 days, so i've tried to make full use of them lol. most prob i will nt get off for both my b'day n christmas bt wat to do ne, i gt to get use to it, its nursing life, lols. bt i dun regret taking nursing, heee. anyway, has been helpin out my fren @ her shop during my 2 days off for tis wk cos something crop up in her family. seems like everybody nt 'fine' lately, hai. hope tt everything will be fine.